I have to start again!

I know I need to get my game up and continue to put my thoughts to words to paper/computer. Blogging seems to be easier for me because I always have a computer with me. I let someone close to me draw me away from path of rediscovering me but that won't happen again. I can't...I can't afford to take my focus on rediscovering who I am or waiting for someone to love me like I WANT to be loved. I rather for them to jump over a fence to love me not be on the fence about loving me!!!!!

moving forward

Ok..So I am catching up right now.

It is not much but...LOST 3lbs. I set my mind to it and I did it. After I wrote my last blog about my goals, I have put that list everywhere!! I am not doing this to obtain something like gifts. The only thing I want is good health and a healthy lifestyle but the incentives have been a good reminder.


(I need to buy a new scale. The date reset and I can't get it back)

I am excited for the new year.

Happy new year!!! OK I AM SOOOO LATE

I am not one to make New Year's resolutions. I normally look back on my life around my birthday. (10/31) Well this year I have realized that I am a tad stagnate. I haven't move forward like I wanted too. To no fault of anyone else but mine. I continued to put others first in my life. I haven't realized that I should be first in all I do. I want to take the time to set some goals for myself. These goal will be my motivation and what i look to as I go into the new year. I won't put myself on a time frame but I won't continue to wait for change. Change has to happen because I want it too. I have to move because I want to move. I want a move rewarding life and today I will make sure to make that happen.

I have a new vision of what I want for me. I can see different things for myself and what I want to strive to do.

HABAKKUK 2:2
"And the LORD answered me, and said, Write the vision, and make [it] plain upon tables, that he may run that readeth it."

Why must we have a vision?
Where [there is] no vision, the people perish. (Proverbs 29:18, KJV)
"Perish" as translated in other versions:
a) Unrestrained - New American Standard
b) Run wild - Living Bible
c) Cast off restraints - New King James

The implication is clear. We may therefore amplify it as where there is no vision; the people become unrestrained, run wild, and perish.

My Goals/Vision:
NEW GOALS FOR 2011...
I am making a new start. I began on my birthday (10/31/2010) but now I have to become more focus on the healthier me that is waiting inside.
The time is now...
10 lbs lost - New pedometer 10/15/10
20 lbs lost -
30 lbs lost -
40 lbs lost -
50 lbs lost -
60 lbs lost -
70 lbs lost -
80 lbs lost -
90 lbs lost -
100 lbs lost -

My Program:
Philippians 4:13 states "I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me"


Weight as of 11/26/10 - Day after Thanksgiving
Highest Weight: 345
Starting Weight on Spark 330lbs.

I am a woman who wants to be healthier. I want to learn to love me first. I am going to do this. In 2011, I will do this for me. I believe I can make this work for me...I need positive support and help. I won't be scared to ask for it.

My rewards will be my goals until I reach my goal weight.
Rewards:
SW-313lbs 12/7/10
3lbs= New headphones for ipod
5lbs= New CD
10lbs=New CD

(Out of the 300lb Club)

15lbs= SP Shirt
20 lbs= Charm for Bracelet
25 lbs= Facial
30 lbs= Tattoo
35lbs= New Workout clothes
40lbs= Charm for Bracelet
45lbs= Book
50lbs=MAC Makeover
60lbs=Charm for bracelet
70lbs= Jeans
80lbs= Charm for bracelet
90lbs= Tattoo
100lbs = Shopping spree
110lbs=
120lbs=
130lbs=
140lbs= A TRIP SOMEWHERE!!!


GOAL MET ON: 00/00/00